No circles. I've been on point consistently. Why is it so hard for you to just admit that these facts just don't fit in a materialist naturalistic paradigmn? Or, as you orginally put it, "has no basis in reality whatsoever".
Hand waving and telling people to just go away when they ask uncomfortable questions and present you with uncomfortable evidence can't be very satisfying.
This is what I did as a kid growing up in the "Truth". I broke the rules concerning which topics I was allowed to explore or not. I still do it. It is part of my love of freedom. Isn't it true that materialism & naturalism have some pretty tight mental rules that adherents must follow as well in order to stay within the atheist fold so to speak? I can't see where it would hurt you to wander off the plantation a little bit from time to time.
The rules you are adhering to seem self-imposed and unnecessary. It certainly looks like this apparatus prevents you from examinng even the simpliest of questions if they do not fall within your scope of allowed thinking. Can you at least admit that?